Being with out you is going to be one of the hardest things I’ve had to do. You were my everything for damn near a year. I love you with everything I have. But I do realize now that I was smothering you, and I’m sorry for that. I know you won’t read this, but it helps me to say it. You’ve broke my trust and hurt me deeply. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I’m physically ill and highly emotional. But I’m getting through it. If you ever needed me, I’d always be here for you. Which is a big risk on my part. Its going to be hard for a while, but I’m going to get through it. I miss you already love.